I lost my magic ─ Kalyn Nicholson

about Youtober, while friends and family have assured me they've loved it this year, a part of me couldn't get over falling behind and feeling like some of you guys were no longer enjoying the videos and it totally got in my head.
Even though this year didn't go entire according to plan (or schedule), I had started out most unprepared coming out of a new move, and also feeling magicless without any real reason as to why.
I pushed forward anyways, knowing that the season is usually a favourite of mine, and also a tradition of ours, but I think a part of me, the part that is usually enthusiastic and full of excitement and inspo has been playing peek-a-boo. I needed to confront the truth with you guys that I just haven't fully felt like my most magical self.
I hope that even with that being so, the content that I have been making still resonated in some way seeing as I feel like this pocket of magic-less-ness has forced me to be more open and real with you guys. And I can't thank you enough for accompanying me along this life journey.
I'm ready to wind down and brew up the rest of this year with as much magic as possible if you are.

PS four more videos will still be going live.
hang tight!

LOVE YOU




THE YOUTOBER PLAYLIST //
https://open.spotify.com/user/kalynni...

MORE FALL FESTIVITIES //
Twitter - https://twitter.com/kalynnicholson
Instagram - https://Instagram.com/kalynnicholson13
Blog - http://www.kalynnicholson.com
Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/user/kalynni...
The Coffee Talk Podcast - http://bit.ly/CTpodA

THE COUNTDOWN //
4 MORE VIDEOS

MY BOOK //
https://www.amazon.com/Catcher-Kalyn-...

ALL THE YOUTOBER VIDEOS //
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vOIPW...

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MUSIC DETAILS:
Outro Remix - RK
https://soundcloud.com/itsrkmusic/the...

INTRO MADE BY:
Justen Launer
Contact: [email protected]
Website: www.jltecagency.com
Instagram: @jltecagency


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